Monday, October 24, 2005
"Easy"
I've always told myself and others that its easy for me to forgive people. Things tend to roll off my shoulder and on to the floor- never to be seen again. And that's been something I've been blessed with, i think. To not hold grudges and to easily get over things.
Too bad the things I was forgiving were things that could be easily forgiven.
It's one thing when someone does something to you- not knowing any better. They're immature and stupid- the deed is as well and is easy to forget. But its COMPLETELY different when people you admire and love says something that they KNOW they shouldn't have.
There's my trouble...
My family had accused me of doing things that I feel so strongly about not doing...and they went on and on and on about it. Now I haven't talked to them in months. I find it hard to forgive them for doing such a thing. Didn't they know how i felt? how hurt i was when they assumed i was just like every other teenager in america?
It's hard...and I know that I need to, but I didn't expect it to be this hard. I thought i could just...roll it off my shoulder- instead of shoving it out of my heart.
Too bad the things I was forgiving were things that could be easily forgiven.
It's one thing when someone does something to you- not knowing any better. They're immature and stupid- the deed is as well and is easy to forget. But its COMPLETELY different when people you admire and love says something that they KNOW they shouldn't have.
There's my trouble...
My family had accused me of doing things that I feel so strongly about not doing...and they went on and on and on about it. Now I haven't talked to them in months. I find it hard to forgive them for doing such a thing. Didn't they know how i felt? how hurt i was when they assumed i was just like every other teenager in america?
It's hard...and I know that I need to, but I didn't expect it to be this hard. I thought i could just...roll it off my shoulder- instead of shoving it out of my heart.
